PLAINSONG
"I think it's dark
And it looks like rain" you said
"And the wind is blowing
Like it's the end of the world" you said
"And it's so cold
It's like the cold if you were dead"
And then you smiled for a second
"I think I'm old
And I'm feeling pain" you said
"And it's all running out like
It's the end of the World" you said
"And it's so cold
It's like the cold if you were dead"
And then you smiled for a second
Sometimes you make me feel
Like I'm living at the edge of the world..
"It's just the way I smile" you said
 

PICTURES OF YOU 
I've been looking so long
At these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long
With my pictures of you
That I almost believe
That the pictures are all I can feel
Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you
Running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter
And wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death
Of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate lost in the cold
You were always
So lost in the dark
Remembering you
How you used to be
Slow drowned you were angels
So much more than everything
Oh hold for the last time
Then slip away
Quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see
Anything
If only I'd thought
Of the right words
I could have held onto your heart
If only I'd thought
Of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long
At these pictures of you
But I never hold onto your heart
Looking so long
For the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you

CLOSEDOWN 
I'm running out of time
I'm out of step
And closing down
And never sleep for wanting hours
The empty hours of greed
And uselessly
Always the need
To feel again the real belief
Of something more than mockery
If only I could fill
My heart with love
 

LOVESONG 
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
 


FEAR OF GHOSTS
(b-side of 'Lovesong') 
Like a feeling that I'm down
Down inside my heart
Like I'm looking out through
Splitting bloodred
Windows in my heart
From a higher up than heaven
And a harder down than stone
Shake the fear that always clawing
Pulls me clawing down alone
As I spitting splitting bloodred
Break in windows in my heart
And the past is taunting
Fear of ghosts
Is forcing me apart
And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get...
I am lost again
With everything gone
And more alone
Than I have ever been
I expect you to understand
To feel it too
But I know that even if you will
You cannot ever help me
Nor can I
Ever help you
 
2 LATE
(b-side of 'Lovesong') 
So I'll wait for you
Where I always wait
Behind the signs that sell the news
I'll watch for you
Like yesterday
And hope for you
One day that once
Spent out on me
And up 'til late
I search for you
Your hat pushed straight
Away from me
Your measured step
Heads up you win
Always too late
If I could just once catch your eye
Invisible against the words
That hold you down in solitude
And never let you go
The way that every time
My eyes just close
Like lids of wooden men in file
I put you under rainy day
Your hat's all off
And I'm gone away
 
LAST DANCE 
I'm so glad you came
I'm so glad you remembered
To see how we're ending
Our last dance together
Expectant too punctual
But prettier than ever
I really believe
That this time it's forever
But older than me now
More constant more real
And the fur
And the mouth
And the innocence
Turned to hair and contentment
That hangs in a basement
A woman now standing
Where once
There was only a girl
I'm so glad you came
I'm so glad you remembered
The walking through walls
In the heart of december
The blindness of happiness
Of falling down laughing
And I really believed
That this time was forever
But christmas falls late now
Flatter and colder
And never as bright
As when we used to fall
All this in an instant
Before I can kiss you
A woman now standing
Where once
There was only a girl
I'm so glad you came
I'm so glad you remembered
To see how we're ending
Our last dance together
Reluctantly
Cautiously
But prettier than ever
I really believe
That this time it's forever
But christmas falls late now
Flatter and colder
And never as bright
As when we used to fall
And even if we drink
I don't think we would kiss
In the way that we did
When the woman
Was only a girl
 

LULLABY 
On candystripe legs
The spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow
Of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows
Of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim
Shivering in bed
Searching out fear
In the gathering gloom
And suddenly!
A movement
In the corner of the room!
And there is nothing I can do
When I realise with fright
That the spiderman is having me
For dinner tonight!
Quietly he laughs
And shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow
And quicker than flies
His arms are all around me
And his tongue in my eyes
"Be still be calm be quiet now
My precious boy
Don't struggle like that
Or I will only love you more
For it's much too late to get away
Or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you
For dinner tonight"
And I feel
Like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million
Shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning
I will wake up in the shivering cold
And the spiderman is always hungry...
 

FASCINATION STREET 
Oh it's opening time
Down on fascination street
So let's cut the conversation
And get out for a bit
Because I feel it all fading
And paling and I'm begging
To drag you down with me
To kick the last nail in
Yeah I like you in that
Like I like you to scream
But if you open your mouth
Then I can't be responsible
For quite what goes in or
To care what comes out
So just pull on your hair
Just pull on your pout
And let's move to the beat
Like we know that it's over
If you slip going under
Slip over my shoulder
So just pull on your face
Just pull on your feet
And let's hit opening time
Down on fascination street
So pull on your hair
Pull on your pout
Cut the conversation
Just open your mouth
Pull on your face
Pull on your feet
And let's hit opening time
Down on fascination street
 
BABBLE
(b-side of 'Fascination Street') 
Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever moves
I swim around in circles
In the same old lifeless room
And talk about the mirror man
The whispers in my ear again
The hot and sticky pillow man
Is smothering my face again
Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever moves
And I run around hysterical
In dead persistent gloom
And babble out in simile
Like dog-head-monkey-music me
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
Shut up!!!
And let me breathe...
 

OUT OF MIND
(b-side of 'Fascination Street') 
I've been up for days
And I feel like a menagerie
I'm scratching 'til I bleed
And I keep on seeing
Imaginary lemurs
In the street
In the middle of the day
But as long as I can breathe
Then I know I'll be OK
I'll be alright
I'm out of mind
I'm out of sight
I'm out of sight
I've been up for day
And I feel like a laboratory rat
Inside a maze
And I reel in the monotony of
Screaming at the moon
In the middle of the day
But as long as I can see it
Then I know I'll be OK
I'll be fine
I'm out of sight
I'm completely out of mind
Completely out of mind
OK
Alright
Come and watch me shake tonight
Mouth wide
Soft and bright
Bite my hand and scream
OK
Alright
Come and watch me break tonight
Push deep
Out of sight
Bite my hand and hold on tight
 

PRAYERS FOR RAIN 
You shatter me
Your grip on me
A hold on me
So dull it kills
You stifle me
Infectious sense
Of hopelessness
And prayers for rain
I suffocate
I breathe in dirt
And nowhere shines
But desolate
And drab the hours
All spent
On killing time again
All waiting for the rain
You fracture me
Your hands on me
A touch so plain
So stale it kills
You strangle me
Entangle me
In hopelessness
And prayers for rain
I deteriorate
I live in dirt
And nowhere glows
But drearily and tired
The hours all spent
On killing time again
All waiting for the rain
 


THE SAME DEEP WATER AS YOU 
Kiss me goodbye
Pushing out before I sleep
Can't you see I try
Swimming the same deep water as you
Is hard
"The shallow drowned
Lose less than we"
You breathe
The strangest twist upon your lips
"And we shall be together..."
"Kiss me goodbye
Bow your head and join with me"
And face pushed deep
Reflections meet
The strangest twist upon your lips
And disappear
The ripples clear
And laughing
Break against your feet
And laughing
Break the mirror sweet
"So we shall be together..."
"Kiss me goodbye"
Pushing out before I sleep
It's lower now
And slower now
The strangest twist
Upon your lips
But I don't see
And I don't feel
But tightly hold up
Silently my hands
Before my fading eyes
And in my eyes your smile
The very last thing before I go...
I will kiss you...
Forever on nights like this
I will kiss you...
And we shall be together...
 


DISINTEGRATION 
Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The shameless kiss of vanity
The soft and the black and the velvety
Up tight against the side of me
And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
And run in thickening
Streams of greed
As bit by bit
It starts the need
To just let go my party piece
Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
The stench of a love
For a younger meat
And the sound that it makes
When it cuts in deep
The holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit
It starts the need
To just let go my party piece
But I never said
I would stay to the end
So I leave you with babies
And hoping for frequency
Screaming like this
In the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and
Over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet
And stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness
Murmured in dreams
When we both of us knew
How the ending would be...
So it's all come back
Round to breaking apart again
Breaking apart
Like I'm made up of glass again
Making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath
For the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again
Cut in deep
To the heart of the bone again
Round and round and round
And it's coming apart again
Over and over and over
Now that I know
That I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart
And I'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy crocodiles cry
For the love of the crowd
And the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky
Through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle
It's easier for me
To get closer to heaven
Than to ever feel whole again
I never said I would stay to the end
I knew I would leave you
With babies and everything
Screaming like this
In the hole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and
Over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet
And stains on the memory
Songs about happiness
Murmured in dreams
When we both of us knew
How the end always is...
How the end always is...
 

HOMESICK 
Hey hey!
Just one more
And I'll walk away
All the everything you win
Turns to nothing today
And I forget how to move
When my mouth is this dry
And my eyes are bursting hearts
In a blood-stained sky
Oh it was sweet
It was wild and
Oh how we...
I trembled stuck in honey
Honey cling to me
So just one more
Just one more go
Inspire in me
The desire in me
To never go home
Oh just one more
And I'll walk away
All the everything you win
Turns to nothing today
So just one more
Just one more go
Inspire in me
The desire in me
To never go home
 

UNTITLED 
Hopelessly drift
In the eyes of the ghost again
Down on my knees
And my hands in the air again
Pushing my face
In the memory of you again
But I never know if it's real
Never know how I wanted to feel
Never quite said
What I wanted to say to you
Never quite managed
The words to explain to you
Never quite knew
How to make them believable
And now the time has gone
Another time undone
Hopelessly fighting
The devil futility
Feeling the monster
Climb deeper inside of me
Feeling him gnawing
My heart away hungrily
I'll never lose this pain
Never dream of you again
